The Seeker At The Grocery Store: Camp Death For The High Life

I’ve spent the last hour lying on a yoga mat on the floor of a tech startup in Venice surrounded by 100 near-strangers hyperventilating on purpose. My entire body is in shock from all the oxygen, my hands are curled into claws and my chest feels like it’s caving in on itself, we all pause our fast breaths for a deep inhale and a long exhale alongside the booming instrumental music. I feel amazing.

This is breath work, you’ve probably heard of it if you haven’t practiced it yet. It’s one, of a long list, of wellness / meditation / medicine practices designed to take us to an altered state. Throughout this breath work journey I’ve been focusing on an intention, a vision for personal growth, while breathing along with the rhythms of an eclectic mix.

As the music shifts and we’re eventually guided back to our normal breathing pattern, a familiar feeling creeps into my psyche; how will I maintain this ecstatic state now that I’m back in my regular breath, eye mask off, sitting up amongst the crowd?

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I’ve been seeking weird, altered states of consciousness and awareness since my early 20s when I was introduced to alternative healing modalities while living in Australia. I was never particularly interested in drugs or plant medicines but I was always curious about…